Sunday, May 31, 2009

What's done is done.

My princess, I've realized now of what best friends should be like.
Though your heart may never be mine, you can be sure you'll always have a piece of mine with you always.
We'll start this again because I never want you to leave.
Fights are nothing. They come and go.
But what we have is something that is here to stay for a hell of a long time.
You could scream at me for the whole day.
But if you ever go, it'll be the loudest piercing scream that will shatter everything that is me.
My princess, I kneel before you humbled.
I'm just a heart yearning for love.
And to you I shall always be faithful for that is the only way my heart can find some peace.
Long live my princess; long live my best friend.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Idiot.

RULE NO 1: NEVER EVER assume things as it is.

It will only prove to you that you're the biggest idiot alive. Trust me.




I wish I was yours.

Monday, May 18, 2009

It's like we're walking on the moon.

All this time being with you it seems so surreal.
I'm already in heaven, if words really could describe how it feels to be with you.
I'm safe.

We could walk forever; walking on the moon.
Can you see us 10 years on from now?
Walking hand in hand, defying everything.
We'll go against the world baby.
I looked into your eyes yesterday, and I knew right there and then that there is no one i'd rather be with come 10-20 years. Or maybe ever.
Voluptuous women are put on this earth to mislead us from our partners, our best friends.
But lucky for me I found you.
I know it's a little too early.
But even you know how love works.
And I swear to God i'm in love with you.

Can you see us 10 years from now?
I'm crying alone, with not a shoulder in sight.
I could hear that sinking sound coupling with that odd rare loud crack coming from within.
God save me for I have lost my head.
This unimaginable pain is unbearable.

Forgive me.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

When hope fails you.

I'm an irrelevant piece in this jigsaw life.

LOST.LOST.LOST.LOST.LOST.

I did a full pirouette today.
Okay good now fuck off.
I played my best ever street football today.
Okay good now fuck off.

Oh yes and by the way, nobody gives a fuck.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Good things come for those who wait.

MANCHESTER UNITED: CHAMPIONS 08/09

This may seem like a trivial matter to most.
But I know I was born to be a Scouser.
It hurts me most to know we've endured crap for 19 years and counting.
Yes. You heard me all you bloody ingrate Mancs. 19 long and painful years.
For the third year running, you have won it again. Kudos.
Lift the title high up for all of us to see.

The tears, the pain.

But we'll still walk with hope in our hearts and never walk alone.


Because I still believe.

"Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song
We barely understood

NOW WE ARE NOT AFRAID
Although we know there's much to fear."

The title of my blog, the guide in my life.

Miracles don't always happen in anyone's life, let alone mine.
I'm on my knees. I'm on my knees. Let there be this miracle.

Monday, May 11, 2009

She's that girl.

She's crazy. She's weird. She's beautiful.

That's why I love her.

She's panicky. She's angry. She's sad.

That's why I'll never ever leave her.

Who is Sasha?

-This is the girl who gave me hope and turned my life around.

That's why I always tell her how much I love her.

To the world, you are just someone. But to someone, you are the world.

You're my world.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Today turned out to be a great day. The trick to it was love. Just plain ol' It's-the-70s-so-i'm-gonna-love-you kind of love. Just spread it all around. It'll do wonders.
Go to the nearest person and just hug him/her.
At first-(example:please DO TRY and act this at home)
You: *hug*
Him/Her: OI! Siao ah!
You: I do it 'cos you mean so much to me.
Him/Her:*smiles*
You: *smiles*

Love makes the world go round.


I wonder if she's thinking of me.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Love.

To love someone, or for someone to love you; you must learn to love yourself.
Destroying one's own self belief does not help. Neither is self pity.
Trying to be a better person is life's biggest lesson.
Just like a bad student in school, one must suffer the consequences of his/her actions after doing something wrong.
To the people i've wronged, to you that I have disappointed. I deeply apologize.
I shall not ask for your forgiveness for it is one time too many.
The least I can do is to change myself and prove to you that I can be much better than this.
Much better than this.

Actions speak louder than words.

Friday, May 8, 2009

Bonjour!

Salut! Je m'apelle Budi. Jhabite a Singapour. Jhabite dans une appartement. Je t'aime Madame.

Au Revoir!

(Macam paham!)
-No that's not french.lol.

The smell of the grass and leather.

Oh I feel it coming again.
The cheers, the roars; the passion.

The Beautiful Game.=)
"Please tell me why do birds
Sing when you're near me?
Sing when you're close to me?
They say that i'm a fool
For loving you deeply
Loving you secretly"

As the days go by, we learn.
I've learned that, even as our fates have been sealed; it does not stop love from working its magic.
I'm not going to force love.
I'm not going to think that you're not meant for me.
I pray to God and hope everyday, that you're the one He's made for me.

There is, and will only be one Aaliyah Nisha.