You are simply too good for me. Regret it I will for myself. But never for you because you deserve so much more than this. I have issues to face, silly petty things that I simply just cannot let go of. Things I have yet to deal with myself that has me exasperated and so tired. I'm not your guy Hanna, but i'll love you the same as all the girls mean so dear to me.
To Krystal, whom I've always thought was my first love, I still do love you as a special friend. You gave me a sneak peek probably to what love is. It was short and brief, but I had one of the best times of my life with you. Years have passed and things may have changed, but you don't deserve the shit that I bitch about you to other people. You are human just like anyone else and you make mistakes too. I am regretfully sorry as to what I have done to you. Only time will show me the punishment that I so rightly deserve. Your smile and your laughter will always remain in my memories which I can never forget. I'm so sorry Krys.
To Aaliyah (Always found this name so sexy), we've had our times. We've gone through a lot of emotional shit together. And I am eternally sorry for the repeated mistakes, the bitching and the anger that you have received from me. You too, do not deserve any of this from me. Whatever that has happened I bring upon myself. I made my friends hate you and also I've hurt you deeply in which no amount of time could ever repair that. Nothing can repair the damage that I have caused. I'm really sorry from the bottom of my heart for hurting you. I have always wanted to give you my life. I've wanted you to be my wife. But i've learnt that this not a possibility. It's over. And now i'm just going with the tide. But please forgive me for the sins I have done against you. You like all of them, do not deserve this.
Last but not least, to Miss Dhabitah Huda. This is the girl who started everything off ladies and gentlemen. The girl who made me smile a very long time ago. You are very dear to me. We may have our differences, but I still love you. I know this being a jerk that I have hurt you many a times, disappointed you and also made you angry. This I apologize for you too do not deserve this from me. We've not been through much. But hell I feel as though we did.
I'm sorry girls, if it's any consolation I'm moving to Canada with such hope that I cannot break your hearts ever again. But you girls will always take my fragile heart away for some tender care and loving. And for that i'm always grateful I had you in my life.
