I'm so sorry Hanna Begam.

I'm sorry for doing what i've done to you. I've only gone back into a war that I can never win. And I feel it. I feel the pain and it strikes me deep. But we're even. You made me think I was something I never was. I'm only a piece of shit. And now it seems clearer more than ever. Please do not EVER make me believe it again. FUCK THAT SHIT. It stops here. You're such a beautiful friend, but don't ever lie to me again.