My brain doesn't function properly without you.

So many things I want to say, so many things I want to do. Being free from you only makes me realize how much I'm in love with you. Yes i've done shit to you. But it's not until you lose it that you finally realize the small petty things you do that hurt that someone. To hell with all this best friend shit, for my heart knows no other than you. It's hard yes. But thats whats making everything so difficult. You say we are not meant to be together.WE ALMOST DID! But why didnt we? Because I didn't go that one short extra mile for you baby. I didn't. Imagine if I had! Imagine! Of all the things we didn't do together! I mean come on! Do you really think that you might not fall in love with me one day? I was too obsessed on being with you that i didn't do what was the most important. Loving you. That was all it took so that you would love me back. Ask yourself. Haven't you ever thought that at one small moment in your life you thought you were in love with me and you could see yourself with me? Just one small moment. I would do anything to go back to that time where wrote that post if only. Remember? i forgot to add one thing.

If only you would let me love you right.

I'm falling so hard on my face bloody hell god save me kind of love with you again just like how I was all those months ago. Oh god I'm blabbering so much. You're gone now huh. Well now only time can stop me from loving you. If only....